OMG!! I LOVE to see women (people)using their gifts, IN their gifting. THAT, is life SOURCE, the very essence of God! What are you doing that gives you joy day to day?..what is it that you cant breathe without? In other words, what do your hands do?....there is nothing more important than to discover and DO all the things that you came here for...and btw, your kids will have their own life,..so did popular religious figures..no more regurgitating.....WHAT IS YOURS!!?